Friday, August 31, 2012

The Nightmare is in the Details.

Details. Planning a wedding in todays society requires the completion of so many of them its not even funny. You'd think getting them all done, keeping them all straight, and not forgetting to remember to do them would be a real life nightmare. And you'd be right about that usually, but I've been quite organized in this process and so far it hasn't been bad.

Or so I thought until I started having wedding nightmares. Luckily in all of them we have still ended up married at the end (except a couple that I wake early from) so at least I know its not our actual marriage my subconcious is freaking out about. Oh no its not, its downright stressing about all of the details. I feel disorganized and as my sister described how she thinks I'll be on A-day, frantically bossy. The fun.y thing is I truly so not picture myself that way in my waking hours.

I will have a well informed bridal party and family members. I have timelines and spreadsheets in the works. Those who have offered their help on the day off, I am taking them up in it, and I'm a trusting person and these friends are super trustworthy. I'm not worries or stressed about the details now.

So why are my dreams worried?

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